The Big One


ee with an earthquake if your foundation is cracked into pieces you are finished. Your house is toast. And everywhere I turned there was another crack. Everything I built my life on was falling apart and there wasn’t a darn thing I could do about it. Before I knew it there were so many broken pieces that I couldn’t hold it all together anymore no matter how hard I tried. The foundation was bad to begin with. I know that now.

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Tailor Made


Everyday that he gets up at 6 AM just to catch me before I go to bed, he is telling me I’m worth it. He is going to a job interview the end of March so he can move out to California so we can “date properly”. I don’t know why him saying that cracks me up, it’s so English. But he means it. And that tells me I’m worth it too, and I’m beginning to believe it.

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Fireworks


When he got home I practically attacked him with kisses thinking that he would be pleasantly surprised and I was shocked when he held my wrists, pushed me away and said, “What are you doing?” Not in a wow that is nice sort of way, but in a get off of me sort of way. I was heart broken. Truly. It was a defining moment. From that time on my antenna was up. And from that moment on I began trying much harder to show him how much I loved him.

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