Some people get bogged down in the details like I get bogged down in a messy room. I look at all the pieces of clothing, glasses, and things out of place and I have a moment of confusion trying to figure out what to tackle first.
hank you for a normal, boring day.
That my eyes opened this morning and I could work from my snug as a bug blankets of my bed until I felt like it. Thank you that my friend who came over to bring me coffee cause I ran out and worked with me all day. Thank you for flirty texts from H.S. Guy and plans for this week.
I watched this woman fight with dignity and courage and was often amazed by her capacity to give more than she ever no doubt received. She often commented on my posts with an almost childlike enthusiasm and positive outlook.
I’m not a fan of cancer. Who is? I feel sorry for people who have it as their astrological sign. I hate saying the word. I know Martin does have […]
Martin said he was finally ready to tell me why he disappeared and left me hanging for now 45 days. I told him I didn’t want to see him so he could chat if he wanted to explain. He started by telling me what I already knew. My strong personality frightened him. the fact that we argued frightened him. For about 40 minutes it continued like this until I had enough and asked him to get on with it.
I have been successful at most of the things I try in life. And up until my divorce I don’t think I considered anything I ever did to be a […]
Broken relationships create this need for amnesia in ones life because remembering is too painful sometimes. But I don’t want to stop the memories.
I want a gigantic quilt when I die that includes the pieces and fabric that made me who I will be. The good, the bad, the ugly, the beautiful. I want to stitch each square in as it unfolds so I don’t forget to remember. I know it won’t look designer. Too many different colors, textures, weights. But it will be true. It will be me.
Back into his room he went searching, and searching, and searching until he finally came back with them on. I looked down and said, “Lift up you pants.” He hiked up the waist. I said, “No at the bottom.” He lifted his trousers to reveal dirty, white ankle socks. I looked at him like, are you kidding me? “Go find some black socks kiddo.”
But I don’t know. I felt like I was cheating on Martin and I hate that I felt that way. I have never dated. I don’t know. Maybe I will end up alone for the rest of my life? He seemed to have a good time and was even gracious when we both got parking tickets for parking on the wrong side of the street. I tried to pay for his because I told him where to park. UGH. I just feel like it was a little bit too soon. Why else would I feel so guilty and bad.
What is broken in my life that needs fixing? That is what I need the Lord for because sometimes I don’t even know where to begin. I don’t now how to fix it. That’s where you have to put your trust in the guy who is supposed to be the expert and let him do his work.